Chapter 181
I held his gaze, my smile fading slightly. I should have felt something–anger, jealousy, anything–but all I felt was an odd sense of detachment. I had hated Lorcia once, but now… now it just felt like another problem in a long list of problems I no longer had the energy to care about.
“I believe you,” I said softly, my voice calm and even. The truth was, I did believe him. But that didn’t change what was in my heart. My thoughts were already elsewhere, drifting to the future. A future where Lorik and I might not be together.
The thought of raising my child without Lorik by my side made my heart ache. Gently, I placed a
and on my belly, feeling the faint flutter of movement inside.
Lorik’s hand covered mine, his grip warm and strong. He pulled me into his arms, burying his face in the crook of my neck. I could feel his breath against my skin, warm and a little uneven. After a long moment, his voice came, barely a whisper.
“Shirley,” he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. “Please. Forgive me. I know I’ve made mistakes. But I love you. I need you. Don’t leave me.”
Instead of responding, I gently pushed Lorik away, creating a space between us that was immediately filled with a heavy silence. Lorik opened his mouth to say something, but before he could, there was a firm knock on the half–open door.
“BETA,” Lorik called out, visibly irritated.
Panther entered, holding a folder tightly in his hands. His expression was serious as he glanced
between us. “Alpha, I have some reports on recent rogue sightings that require your immediate
attention.”
Lorik sighed, his jaw tightening in frustration. I could see the conflict in his eyes–he wanted to stay
with me, to talk, but duty was calling.
“You should go,” I said softly, trying to keep my voice steady. “This is important.”
Reluctantly, Lorik turned to leave. As he reached the door, he threw a quick glance over his
shoulder, his expression softening for just a moment. “We’ll talk later,” he said, before facing
Panther with renewed resolve. “And make sure Lorcia doesn’t come back here again, for any
reason.”
Panther followed closely behind, nodding but then hesitating, as if there was something more he needed to say. He cleared his throat. “Alpha, if I may… Luna’s behavior–it’s… well, it’s different. I
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wouldn’t be too optimistic. Something’s not right.”
Lorik stiffened but didn’t respond, his silence betraying the storm of thoughts brewing inside him. He marched down the hall, and I could only watch as his figure disappeared around the corner, his mood clearly darkened by Panther’s words.
Later that noon, I received a message from Panther informing me that Lorik was rushing back to have lunch with me. The gesture was sweet, but I wasn’t in the mood for more difficult
conversations.
I replied simply, “There’s no need. I’m leaving.”
I was packing my belongings when the door creaked open again. I didn’t need to turn around to know who it was–the familiar presence behind me was unmistakable. Lorik’s arms wrapped around me from behind, his chin resting lightly on my shoulder.
“Why the rush?” he asked, his voice low and edged with disappointment. “You didn’t even tell me you were leaving.”
“I have work waiting for me at Silvermoon,” I said evenly, keeping my voice calm, almost detached.
Lorik’s grip tightened slightly, but his voice remained soft. “Don’t overwork yourself. I’ve arranged for Narik to assist you with whatever you need.” He paused, then added, “Let me walk you to safety.”
I hesitated for a moment, feeling the warmth of his embrace, the sincerity in his words. But my decision had already been made. “Alright,” I replied quietly. I wasn’t ready for a confrontation, and maybe deep down, I didn’t want to hurt him more than I had to.
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Back at Silvermoon, the atmosphere was entirely different. The servants were bustling around, busy in the kitchen as they prepared a meal rich in nutrients–specifically designed for my condition They were up early, already hard at work, knowing I had returned.
A nutrient–rich diet for a werewolf pregnancy focuses on high–protein meats, fresh vegetables, and iron–rich foods to support both the mother and the developing wolf pup. Herbal teas and bone broths are often included to strengthen the Luna’s body and promote the pup’s healthy growth, ensuring her stamina remains strong throughout the pregnancy. The scent of fresh herbs and
vegetables filled the air, but I found little comfort in it.
As I sat at the table, sifting through documents, the door swung open, and Daria rushed in with her usual energy. Without warning, she enveloped me in a tight hug, her excitement bubbling over.
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“You’re back! But look at you–you’re pregnant! You should be resting, not working. You know my mom would always talk about careful wolf pregnancies,” she scolded, casing me down into the
chair.
Her scolding was affectionate, but behind her, Narik chuckled softly. “Careful, Daria. Don’t crush the baby.”
Daria immediately released me, her hands flying to her mouth in mock horror. “Oh no! I didn’t hurt you, did 1?”
I smiled, shaking my head. “I’m fine.”
Narik’s expression was more subdued. He looked at me with a mixture of concern and something
se–something harder to define. “Congratulations,” he said, though his tone was more formal than
celebratory.
At that moment, I felt something in his gaze-
He must know some secrets about me, and that’s exactly why he came today.
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