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“Luke…” she whispered, and I could hear the uncertainty even if she denied it.
I held her gaze, the weight of what was about to happen settling. between us. If only she knew I had been thinking about this every waking moment for her proximity, Anders, and I know that makes me all sorts of messed up on the inside, but I couldn’t help it.
She was a drug, and I’ve been withdrawing for a very long time.
“I’ve wanted to do that for so long,” I admitted quietly, more to myself than to her. I could see her eyes burn with questions.
Why didn’t I tell her?
Why didn’t I make a move?
Why did I wait until now to tell her?
The answer to all of the above was that I was a fucking coward.
I stepped back, running a hand through my hair as I tried to gather my thoughts. I needed to take this slow; right now, slow was the last thing I wanted. I wanted to rip off that ridiculous dress, pull aside her underwear and slam into her repeatedly until she screamed life into this forsaken house.
Jessica bit her lip, her gaze flickering away briefly before
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returning to mine. “I thought you didn’t want…” she murmured, almost to herself.
I stepped forward, swallowing her doubts in a kiss, which she welcomed. She wasn’t in her head now; she was letting her body respond to me, and I fucking loved it.
I kissed her and walked us to the couch, where I lay her back, kissing and nibbling on her skin and tasting her all the way. She landed softly between the pillows, and I just stared at her for a moment, all flushed, hair splayed, and lips red and swollen from kissing me.
I took her hand, letting her sit up, then bent down, curled my fingers underneath the hem of her dress and pulled it off in one smooth motion.
“Oh!“Jessica gasped, and I couldn’t help but smile down at her surprise. I didn’t waste time before tasting her sweet mouth again and pressing her back into the couch. I rocked my hips into her, letting her feel what she was doing to me hell, what she’s been doing to me for so long.
I hovered just above her, took one of the hands pinned above her head, and brought it between us, intertwining our fingers. “Relax,” I said gently, leading her hand further down between her thighs. “Let me show you…”
Her eyes searched mine, and with the moonlight streaming in, I could see them shimmer with confusion. “Luke, I…” she started, then hesitated. I waited, letting her relax, and then I moved her hand lower, pulling her underwear aside. “How much do these,” I asked her, and Jessica chewed on the inside of her cheek a moment before replying, “Not much,”
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“Good,” I groaned, then snapped the thin, lacy material with ease and tossed it aside. I didn’t waste a second, so I pulled her leg up and pushed it against the couch.
Before she could hesitate, I kissed her again, then guided her hand back to her core and started moving her hand for her. I could feel her relax, and when her hips started responding, I let go of her hand.
“Explore,” I repeated and slowly pulled away from her, letting her stay on the couch, her fingers dipping into her center. Her eyes flickered open, but she didn’t move. She stayed like that, only in her white lace bra and the moonlight streaming in through the window, highlighting the best parts of her body which was all of it.
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“Don’t overthink it, Jessica, just feel it, all of it,” I repeated as I settled into the chair across from her. I held her gaze and saw the questions flicker across her face as I pulled down my tracksuit and steppe out of it before sitting back in only my jockey.
“Touch your chest,” I commanded, and Jessica responded without hesitation, gripping her breast through her bra and moaning softly. Her skin was smooth her abdominal muscles contracted as she slid a finger into her pussy.
I couldn’t help but lick my lips. I wanted to taste her, all of her, but this wasn’t about that. This was about Jessica realizing that she doesn’t need a man to fulfill her needs and desires. She could do it on her own.
The time for talking was over. I stroked myself over my underwear and took in Jessica on the couch, her fingers sliding across her center. Fuck – this was exactly what had woken me
up in the morning so painfully hard so many mornings.
Jessica’s eyes finally closed as her hips started moving in rhythm with her hand. She started moving more confidently, and her lips parted just a little.
“Fuck. Jessica. You look… You are…” I pulled my cock out and started stroking myself to her pace, imagining it was her hand touching me, and when I lazily trailed my gaze from her hot center to her face, I saw her watching me right back
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I glanced at Luke, who was staring right back at me with a clenched jaw. His breathing was ragged, and I could see his chest rise and fall in the moonlight.
I was mesmerized for a second, watching him watch me. I could see the command plastered across his face. He wanted me to continue touching myself, exploring myself. I felt the heat rise from my core all the way up my neck as I watched him grip himself. He was hard and big, and I gulped just thinking about Luke pushing himself inside me.
Luke was waiting for me to move, but I couldn’t look away from the hand wrapped around his…
Shit.
I could feel butterflies starting to swirl in my lower stomach. “I want to watch you,” Luke whispered, and I could feel my heart racing, hammering in my chest. Luke sat forward and, with one smooth motion, pulled off his black shirt, exposing his hard, chiseled chest. I could see his muscles tense in his arm as he gripped himself and started moving his hand.
I did the same, keeping my eyes on Luke. I could feel slickness between my legs, and as if on instinct, I slipped a finger inside just like Luke had done, the sensation overwhelming. I closed my eyes and scooted down a little further, letting my other leg fall to the side, opening myself, and putting myself on display
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He clenched his jaw, and I was sure I could hear him ground his teeth. Luke jerked himself a little faster, and I met his speed, my ster, and I met his speed, my hips jerking involuntarily as my nerves were on fire from the pure pleasure that radiated through my body. I swirled my fingers over the sensitive nub, and before I could stop it, I moaned when sparks radiated through me.
My hips rolled, and my back arched as I rubbed harder and faster. I opened my eyes, staring at the ceiling for a moment before turning my head and gazing over at Luke, who was breaths were quick and shallow as he kept moving his hands up and down his cock.
His hand tensed suddenly, the muscles in his arms contracting and relaxing, and I watched Luke spill over his hand in short jerks.
Luke let his head fall back, and he groaned out. I stared
blatantly at him, feeling my entire body respond to Luke coming.
It felt like pure sin.
Like I should be arrested for seeing that, for liking what I saw, I completely forgot what I was doing and just stared at him.
Luke put himself back into his underwear and stood up with a dark look in his eyes. His gaze darted to my hand, where it stilled; Luke dropped to his knees in front of my center.
Without saying anything, he pulled my hand away and put my fingers in his mouth. I didn’t know what to say or do. This was the hottest, most erotic thing I’ve ever experienced.
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“You taste so fucking good, Jessica,” Luke murmured before dropping his head between thighs. I felt his hands grip my ass, hooking my legs over his shoulders and pulling me down. further. My hands fisted in his hair as he hovered over my core, and when he dragged a hot, wet tongue up my seam, I couldn’t help the loud groan that escaped my lips.
My fingers curled into his hair and gripped him as he started. sucking me. The sensation was overwhelming; my head was swimming, and I swear I was seeing stars, I could feel the pressure build, and my head started thrashing left and right.
Luke adds a finger and then another and then another, which is more than I’ve ever handled. I could feel the painful stretch, but the pleasure was more. I stopped breathing when Luke moved his fingers and out of me so fast I could hear how wet I was, and the sound filled the empty house.
Luke didn’t hesitate. He put his fingers inside of me and stood up, draping his body next to mine on the couch. His mouth slammed onto mine, covering my lips before I could cry out as he started moving his hand faster and faster. My hips jerked involuntarily off of the cough, but Luke didn’t stop. My fingers dug into his flesh, but Luke didn’t seem to realize it.
When my heart felt like it would explode and I stopped breathing, Luke pulled away from the kiss, but he didn’t stop. moving his fingers inside of me. I want to watch you fucking fall apart beneath me. Cum for me, Jessica,” Luke murmured against my heart, and my eyes drifted closed.
I could feel heat pool in my belly, and then suddenly, every single nerve ending in my body sparked, pleasure rippling through me in waves. My body jerked in response, but Luke held
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I woke up with Jess in my arms, her head resting gently on my chest. The warmth of her body and the rhythmic rise and fall of her breaths were comforting, making me want to stay in this moment forever. But the loud buzzing of my phone shattered the peace.
I groaned internally.
Who the fuck would that be?
It’s Sunday.
Carefully, I slid out from underneath Jess, trying not to wake her. She mumbled something incoherent and shifted but remained asleep. I grabbed my phone from the table and saw Josh’s name on the screen. My heart raced.
“Hey, man, it’s the ass–crack of dawn,” I answered, faking a yawn, moving to the kitchen as fast as possible.
“Luke, did Jess come home last night? She never showed up,” Josh’s voice was tinged with worry.
I glanced back at Jess, still sleeping soundly on the couch. Panic surged through me, but I quickly composed myself. Covering the phone, I muttered, “Yeah, man. She drove me. home. My shoulder got hit pretty badly. Saw you and Laura were home when we stopped and thought you might want a night alone, so I let her crash on the couch.”
There was a pause on the other end. I held my breath, praying
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“You sure she’s okay?” Josh finally asked again, but he sounded distracted.
“Yeah, she’s fine. Still passed out, man, but I’ll tell her you were looking for her,”
“Good, bro. I trust you,” Josh said, chuckling nervously.
“Imagine, bro. I’d have to kill you if you try and hook up with my sister.”
“Nah, man, you know Jessica is as much my sister as she is yours. I’d never see her that way,” I said, the words tasting like acid as they left my mouth.
Josh chuckled. “Yeah, I know, man.”
Josh dropped the phone, and my stomach churned, making me feel nauseous the minute the words left my mouth. I pinched the bridge of my nose and tried to steady myself with a breath, but movement caught my eye; it was Jess, wrapped in a blanket, standing at the entrance of the kitchen, tears running down her beautiful cheeks.
I stepped forward, but I didn’t know what I would even say. I saw it on her face, the court. I’d just fucking crushed her after what we shared last night.
“Jessica, listen,” I began, but she backed away.
Her eyes were filled with hurt, betrayal, and something that made my chest tighten painfully. She shook her head, her lips trembling as she tried to form words.
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“I thought…” she started, her voice barely above a whisper. “I thought last night meant something.”
“It did,” I said, desperation creeping into my voice. “It does. Jess, you have to understand-”
“I heard you, Luke,” she cut me off, her voice breaking. “You said you’d never see me that way. So this is just you thinking I’m some pathetic little girl who doesn’t have any experience? What? You could just do what you want with me because I’m that naive!”
“No, it’s not like that,” I pleaded, taking a step closer. “I was just trying to protect you.”
“Protect me?” she scoffed, wiping at her tears angrily. “From what? From yourself?”
“From everything,” I said, my voice almost a whisper. “From getting hurt, from making fucking mistakes.” I hated that I had lost control of my temper, but this girl was so fucking infuriating.
Her eyes softened for a moment, but the hurt was still there. “The only mistake was doing this,” Jessica waved her hand between us, “Again. God, you probably think I’m pathetic, don’t you?” Jessica breathed, and I shook my head.
I reached out, but she took another step back, shaking her head. “This is done now. If you see me, ignore me and even more than that, get rid of your delusional urge to protect me. I will be dating, and I’m starting with Tom.” Jessica’s voice had a bite to it. She was hurt. I could understand that. “If you think I’m going to let Tom…“I growled in a warning, but Jessica stepped
forward, clutching the blanket.
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“I think you are going to leave me the hell alone! And yes, you will let Tom touch me in any way want it, and you won’t stop him from dating me. Clearly, you are scared to tell my brother you almost fucked his sister, and there’s probably a reason for that. One I don’t know or fucking care about, to be frank, but I will tell him if you don’t back off.”
“Jess, please,” I tried again, but she turned and walked away, leaving me standing there, feeling more lost than ever. My fist hit the wall before I realized what happened.
Fuck.
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