Chapter 14
“It’s okay.” I take his hand in mine and lift it to kiss his fingertips. We can work out this dating thing together.” I smile softly.
“I can’t marry yo
you
I frown. “Well, we just got together.” I chuckle. “Who knows what will happen?”
“I know.” His jaw ticks as it clenches, his eyes hold mine. “I am to marry an Italian girl.”
“What?” I drop his hand.
“My heritage is very important to me. It is expected that I deliver a strong bloodline; my children’s first language to be Italian.” He thinks for a moment before adding, “I need an Italian wife.”
I step back from him, the sting from his words cuts like a knife.
“I’m sorry,” he murmurs. “L.” lle pauses. “There is no excuse for my selfishness last night.”
“It’s the twenty–first century, Gabriel. Why would you think that you need to marry an Italian?” I snap as my anger rears her ugly head. “Because I want to. Violet,” he snaps. “Because I want to.” His silhouette blurs
“So…last night..” I screw up my face in tears. “Meant nothing?
“It meant everything,” he whispers, his nostrils flare. “It was a gift that
we gave to ourselves. One that I will hold dear forever.” He pushes the hair back from my forehead. “You will never be forgotten.”
And I feel it coming, the pain, like a tidal wave, as my heart shatters into a million pieces. I turn and march up the hall to the bedroom. I rush into the bathroom and see my clothes folded neatly on the chair, and I put my hands over my mouth and sal When he folded these….he knew.
He knew that we never stood a chance, all along. He knew,
I thought resigning had given us a solution to our problem, but I had no idea what was really going on in his head.
He doesn’t care at all, he never did.
My god.
I’m such a lovesick fool.
I just need to get the hell away from him.
I throw on my dress and shoes and rattle through my handbag for a pair of sunglasses I put them on and walk track out
His eyes hold mine. “Violet he whispers as he reaches for me.
“Don’t fucking touch me,” I whisper. I march to the elevator and push the button.
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The evator doors open and we de to the basement in silenza.
With my dark glasses on be cant see my tears, but the long in my throat hurts so had as I try to hold them in.
One in
hasenwer parking lot, berrides in front, and I follow him as pieces of my heart drop onto the concrete like
He gets to Mack fatey rat and the lights flash twice as he pushes the button. I dont we know what kind of car it is, only
We drive to my place in silence, and I pray to god that he’s going to change his mind once we get there.
How could be not, we are meant to be toge
meant to be togetDes
He pulls the car to the curb outside my building, and we sit in silence.
Viletbe whispers. “Dont hate me
I close my eyes, verging on a full meltdom. “Goodbye, Gabriel.” “Goodbye,” he whispers.
the tears, but I know I need to get the hell out of this car before I start to beg for his love. I would
I get out and slam the d
and as I walk up the steps, I hear his sports car roar up the road, he didn’t even wait un
I got
I sob my way through the foyer and into the elevator. After the best night of my life came the worst day in history. He’s gone
The mover loads the last box onto the truck and pulls the door down. That’s the last of it.”
Thanks” I smile.
Til see you in Greenville tomorrow?” he says.
“Uh huh.” I step back from the truck. “Drive safe”
“I will
I watch on as the truck pulls out into the traffic and I look up the road.
He’s not coming
Tr’s been seven days since Gabriel dropped me home, and for some reason, I thought he’d come back. In the back of my hoped that it was going to be a fairy tale romance, where the hero comes back at the last second to declare his love.
mind I
Herstaly, he flew out the night after we were together.
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I know this because I checked his email that confirmed the flight. The next day he changed the passwords to everything pushing the finality of our situation home.
I get a vision of him in Italy with all of those beautiful Italian women and my heart twists, he’s probably looking for his future wife right now…that’s if he doesn’t already know who it is.
Of course he knows, she’s not me.
I drag myself back up to my apartment to start the final cleanup. I’m staying in a hotel tonight and fly out first thing in the morning-
Ant cry anymore, there are no tears left.
My heart is an empty vessel, broken beyond repair. And the worst part is that I miss him.
I miss him so bad that I can hardly breathe.
And I want to hate him, but I can’t even do that right.
I look around my apartment and there are a few odds and ends on the floor, my red clutch purse is sitting on the counter. mover found it under the cushion on my lounge when they were moving it.
I walk over and throw it into my suitcase. I’ve packed a bag of clothes to get me through the next few days. It clunks as it hits “With all the side, what’s in there that’s hard? I pick it up and look inside to see the black box with silk ribbon. “Gabriel’s pen“: the heartbreaking. I completely forgot all about this. I quickly undo the ribbon. “Maybe he had it engraved.” I open the box and frown, there’s another felt box. I open that and gasp, I take it out and my eyes widen, it’s a diamond tennis bracelet. He bought me a diamond.
Not one diamond, but an entire bracelet.
His words come back to me: I’ll only ever buy a diamond for someone I love.
What? I whisper. The hell?”
There’s a small card underneath and I take it out of the envelope.
To my Violet,
Forever yours,
Gabriel
XO
I screw up my face in tears as I hold the bracelet
let to my chest, he loved me.
In his own messed up way, he loved me.
Six weeks later.
Greenville is new, different to New York. I’ve met a few people and have taken my normal.
en my time unpacking, trying to find a new
I still suffer from my affliction; I miss him every day.
Tinvent
spoken a word to Gabriel Ferrara, he never called, and I couldn’t bring myself to talk to him now, even if I wanted to.
He broke something between us that can’t be repaired.
I wear my diamond bracelet all the time, I will never take it off.
It is my most prized possession, and as messed up as it is, knowing that he did care makes me feel a little better.
I hope he suffers too.
I sit on the side of my bathtub and stare at the stick in my hand.
“Please be negative, please be negative.”
I’m late, and I shouldn’t be because I was on the pill.
With my heart in my throat, I watch as two lines light up, and I put my hand over my mouth in shock.
No…it can’t be.
I do another test and get the same result.
Oh my god no, this can’t be happening.
How? I was on the pill. My mind rolls over the last few months.
Oh the antibiotics for my sore throat, was that it?
It has to be.
Gabriel’s words from that morning come back to me, loud and clear.
It was a gift that we gave to ourselves.
Did he know?
I put my hand over my stomach and look down at myself a baby.
What the…..
I’m having his baby.
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