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Chapter 166
Chapter 166
Sabrina
His kiss was deep and almost bruising this time. Ad dusk, it didn’t feel good, just extremely disgusting. When he slipped his tongue into my mouth this time, unable to stop myself, I shoved at his chest till he stumbled. I was slightly caught off guard by the realization that I managed fo push him off, but I was more worried about what my excuse could be right now.
He was panting and the bulge in his pants was indicating that he was very turned on right now. He huffed and shook his hand out of his face before sauntering forward. I took a step back before I could stop myself and held a hand up.
“Stop.” I whispered and to my surprise, he did shop, and a frown was across his face as he regarded me.
“Stop?” He echoed. The word sounded foreign on his tongue and he was staring at me like he couldn’t comprehend the
word.
I let out a shaky breath while nodding.
“What’s wrong?” He ended up asking and I swallowed emptily while my heart pounded away.
“I- I’m sorry. I know you were looking forward to us doing this tonight.” I gestured between us and at the large bed looming behind me as I spoke. “But I don’t want to. I- I feel very pressured and cornered and I know you don’t intend to make me feel this way, it’s just how I feel. So can we not do this tonight, maybe some other time?” As I spoke, I held my breath, knowing I was literally grasping for straws right now.
His face gave nothing away as he spoke next. “Till when?”
I swallowed emptily again, reeling extremely nervous. I didn’t want to give him a timeframe knowing my mindset still won’t be changed by then. And so I carefully picked oot my response.
“I um.., let’s just see how it goes, I guess. Perhaps after we get closer to each other..,” I was still speaking when he threw his head back and laughed loudly.
“What type of bullshit are you saying right now,” he demanded and I instantly tensed up; eyes starting to widen as he began to close the distance between us once again.
“I meant that…” I began but ended up trailing off to squeak when my legs hit the foot of the large bed. Panic gree across my face while
a grin slowly spread across Calden’s face as he stepped forward even more.
“You’re saying a bunch of nonsense because we already know each other enough. We are already close enough, and we are already good to cross over to the next step in our relationship, which is getting to know each other’s bodies.” As he spoke this time, his hands settled over my hips. I tensed up again and tried to push his hands off but they didn’t budge.
I was very frightened at this point.
“I still feel very uncomfortable and would like to leave.” I whispered, my voice shaking a little. There was nowhere for me to run to, no one to save me. It’s either he willingly lets me leave or I’d be completely doomed.
“I’m afraid that can’t happen, baby.” He crooned before pushing at my head and I fell into the bed just as a squeal burst out from my mouth. Panic flared in my insides and I felt dizzy as I frantically rolled to the side of the bed, but Calden was quicker and as soon as his hold clamped over my ankles, he was climbing over me and automatically trapping me underneath him.
My heart felt like it might burst out from my chest at this point and as I stared up at him, my eyes began to sting. I cursed myself out, feeling like a stupid fool because in a way, all of this was my fault. Perhaps if I hadn’t agreed to get into that ridiculous relationship with him, this might not be happening right now.
“Don’t look so scared, I’m not gonna hurt you.” He whispered as he kissed my throat and collarbones and my voice trembled as I responded.
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Chapter 166
“But I don’t want this, you’re forcing me to do what I don’t want to do.” I whispered quietly and he pulled away to peer down
at me.
“Why don’t you want it? You have no reasonable reason and you’re also not a virgin, so I see no reason why you aren’t bursting with excitement over being let into my bed. Only a few are privileged enough. Most of the girls I’ve fucked are over furnitures and definitely not in here.” As he spoke, I silently wished I could spit in his face or claw his eyes out. He sounded so haughty that it was sending disgust crawling over my skin.
“I still don’t want it.” I said, voice stronger this time.
He rolled his eyes and leaned down to kiss me deeply, not minding that I was completely unresponsive.
“You know my secrets, all my plans, and you also want to be my queen. If that’s gonna happen, we’re gonna do this at the end of the day,” he mumbled as he kissed over my cleavage while groaning.
I swallowed back a sob, unable to believe this was my life right now.
“Maybe I don’t want to be your queen anymore.” I breathed out.
Caiden pulled away from me as if scotched.
At first, I was internally rejoining that the response had worked; that it had made him finally decide to leave me alone tonight. But I was wrong, because he slapped me across the face the next moment.
I gasped in shock just as he grabbed my throat tightly, sneering into my face. “You can’t back out now!”
I stiffened as shock flowed through my veins, then I tried fighting him off me with everything in me. But he was stronger so he only laughed as he pinned my hands effortlessly and shoved a leg between my legs, tearing off my dress with the second hand and crackling with I let out a terrified and horrified scream.
At this point, I had completely lost all hope, already believing he’d end up having his way with me.
But the complete unexpected happened in the very next moment.
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