COMMENT
Chapter 39
I watch Cain’s face as he carried me up the short stone steps and into the cabin’s lobby. I’ve had plenty of time to stop this from going any further but I just didn’t. Because I actually realized how much I wanted him too.
I hear the doors automatic lock click and the glass doors slid open. I don’t have time to think about where I was as Cain’s breath was all that I focused on.
room.
Water drips from my dress, leaving a wet trail as he carries me further into the house. I clung to him tightly as he takes a corner into a
He sets me down at the foot of a bed, his body covering mine completely as he towered over me. His eyes watched me with so much desire I wondered if he could see the same desires in mine too.
I couldn’t care less at the moment.
I wanted to wrap myself around him until he was burying himself deep inside me. But I didn’t know how.
Five years after everything that happened, I’ve barely had the time to be with another man. I’ve had sex with only one man last year. We weren’t in any form of relationship. We were more like fuck buddies but then everything ended. Had to end.
I didn’t feel what I’m feeling right now for him. Now I realize all I truly ever wanted was Cain. Even though the first time we’d had sex, he had forced himself on me, I still fantasized about it. How he felt inside of me.
more.
Every single detail.
Now I wonder, with my consent, how he would make me feel.
He moves closer, his body pressing tightly against mine, one hand rising to hold my face delicately.
His eyes moves from mine one after the other, as if he was silently asking for my permission, asking if I wanted this.
I nod gently.
“I won’t stop once I start, Effie….” His voice is a whisper in my ears. And they didn’t help my situation. If anything, it fueled my lust for him
In response, I moved in closer and kissed his lips softly and slowly. As I pull away, I catch a smile on his lips before he pulls my back to him and kissed me deeply.
Cain’s kiss wasn’t a one dollar whiskey that you needed to take quickly and feel it burn down your throat just as quickly. It was like sipping one of the most expensive wine you could find in a bar and having to take it slowly just to savor every taste of it.
His taste stormed past my lips, seared against my tongue, and burned all the way down my throat.
His kiss ravaged and consumed.
I cried out against it, a mournful sound escaping my chest as my eyes slammed shut. The idea this wasn’t real sliced deep and left me gasping from hurt. This thing between us, it couldn’t be pretend. It was too powerful, too desperate to be a lie.
His lips moved against mine, demanding I meet his level and match his urgency. His hand on the small of my back drove me deeper against him while his other grabbed a fistful of my hair, tangling my strands in his rough fingers.
He grunted so softly it was barely audible, but satisfaction warmed in my center. It died as quickly as it had arrived, because he tore his lips from mine, jammed his face in my neck, and sank his teeth into my flesh.
What was he doing?
The thought of Cain marking me had never occured to me since his arrival into the city.
Marking me now meant I will be fully his.
I waited for his teeth to sink into my flesh, but it never came.
He pulls back quickly, like kissing my neck had intoxicated him, and yanked my clothes down.
His lips comes over to mine again, kissing them hungrily. Not to be outdone, I curled my fingers in the hair at the nape of his neck and pulled. He made me mad. Not angry–but crazy. Out of my mind. Reality sifted through my grasp.
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He reaches for what’s left of his buttons and undo them, letting his shirt slide off too. I appreciated him for that.
He takes my hands and places them around his neck securely before lifting me off the floor and laying me back on the bed.
Chapter 39
I let out a sinful moan as his tongue reached my hardened nipples. The way he touched me, the way I responded, we were in sync.
hot, hungry mouth roved over me, like he needed to press his lips to every inch of my defenseless flesh he could find. I put my hands out and grasped the bed as he climbs over me, his now fully naked lower body positioning between my legs as he pathed them with his.
I heard my own heart beat drumming loudly in my head but I try to ignore it.
His hand travels down between my legs to feel my dripping wetness. Then a cocky grin sounded on his lips, while I tried to keep my focus. Because he was driving me insane but I wanted to be present with him.
His eyes comes up and locks on mine, his hand gently securing himself in between my legs.
His eyeballs danced with excitement and I waited to feel him inside me. I felt him right in front of my walls but he isn’t moving. Why did he stop and just continued to watch me?
“You are so beautiful, Effie….” He whispers huskily, driving himself inside me at the same time before I could even respond.
I gasp loudly as I felt the strange intrusion between my legs.
I gulp hard as I try to adjust to him. His gasp reverberates in my head as he pushed further into me, and I grasped his arms tightly, my fingers spreading across his back as he pulled back and pushed further inside me again.
Slowly. Gently.
Our moans fills the room.
His lips moves back up, claiming mine in a much deeper kiss as his thrusts quickened, my moans increasing with every thrust.
Because it has been too long, it felt like it was my first time.
After a few seconds, I had completely adjusted to him and all the pains turned into a bitter sweet feeling…
And then he whispers into my ear, “I love you so much……”
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